The year that was (still is)

Every year, I spend some odd minutes filling out this same tag, but this year I was waiting eagerly to fill this up.

Almost the same tag. Different answers, this year.

"sort of a year end ritual. to remind me of the smiles, more than the tears. its strange to realize how easy it is to forget times that made you smile. but not so easy to forget the times that hurt."

1. What did you do in 2011 that you’d never done before?

Bought a refrigerator for the house.

2. Did you keep your new years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

I do not generally make any, but this year I would, for the next year.

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?

No.

4. Did anyone close to you die?

I don’t remember.

7. What date from 2011 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

February 15th night, it sucked ass and changed me as a person, and I remain changed.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?

Growing and shutting the fuck up.

9. What was your biggest failure?

Not being able to keep a promise to myself.

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?

Yes, three months of, on and off fever and skin allergies.

12. Whose behaviour merited celebration?

Mine, and I was beginning to lose it.

13. Whose behaviour made you appalled and depressed?

People who mattered then, I cut them out for good.

14. Where did most of your money go?

Food, movies and trips.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?

It was a long time ago, going to office. (Jan and Feb)

16. What song will always remind you of 2011?

Aahatein.

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?

Sadder and lonlier, because I made my mind about certain things.

19. What do you wish you’d done more of?

Saved money.

20. What do you wish you’d done less of?

Nothing really, I've always wanted to control myself from doing certain things or saying certain things which might seem foolish later on, and with every passing day, I tell myself that, it's not MY business to open my mouth (at least not the first one to do so)

21. How will you be spending Christmas?

Christmas already spent with a close group of people.

22. Did you fall in love in 2011?

No, not love.

23. How many one night stands?

None, thankfully.

24. What was your favourite TV programme?

Glee, Grey's Anatomy and Revenge (Actually the last one, because the show itself was aired first in '11)


26. What was your greatest musical discovery?

Adele.

27. What did you want and get?

A Blackberry. :)

28. What did you want and not get?

I do not want to sound like a kid here, so I refrain.

29. What was your favourite film of this year?

I discovered the Bourne series and Girl with the tattoo trilogy (even though they were released much earlier)

30. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

Took friends out to Creperie, way too old.

31. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

Money, always.

32. What kept you sane?

My post-its on my laptop.

33. Who was the worst new person you met?

No one.

34. Who was the best new person you met?

Aman Singh Chauhan.

35. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2011.

Any thing I get attached to, will always break MY heart, there fore- No attachements.

Festen
The killing room.
Blue valentine.
Unknown.
The private lives of Pippa Lee.
Final destination 5.
Paranormal activity 3.
The end of the affair.
Hanna.
The whistleblower.
The town.

X men first class.
Flipped.
9 songs.
All about Mandy Lane.
Whip it.
Bodyguard.
Alpha dog.
Speak.
Fireflies in the garden.

I absolutely hate morning shifts. I stay tired the entire day and then I crash by 10:30pm max, and then before I know it, it's already 6am. Hopefully tomorrow is the last day for this shit to end.

Today evening I did a double take, genuinely so.

Limitless.
The Amityville horror.
Evita.
Good Dick.
The game.
Something borrowed.
Prom.
Red white and blue.
Spy game.

Be careful who you open up to, only a few people actually care and the rest are just curious.

They fuck you and fuck you and fuck you, and just when you think it's over, that's when the real fucking begins!

Dangerous drama, I do not want to get involved in it, but I do want to help.

I'm depressed! :( No more Glee to watch, need to go to her house and get the rest of the season one. :'( :@ :(
While the season two is downloading. :P


Boringgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg.

Downloading the Season 2 of Glee. :D
Amazing journey, it's been.

And, I'm in love with Chris Colfer. ;)

Kissing Jessica Stein.
Incredibly true adventure of two girls in love.
It's kind of a funny story.
The contender.
Wild child.
Wake wood.
The resident.
Things we lost in fire.
About Schmidt.

Someone anyone, help me get over her. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Last night at P's, we all were catching up on old songs, we knew as kids and those growing up days, and it hurt that I could not sing along with these people, I have lost my voice, and everyone laughed like crazy to hear me talk.


But Fark! October, and I have finally to look forward to something after AGES, thanks to Raisa! ;) This is going to be so much fun and Im already excited. :D

Stop stalking me on Facebook! :X :X :X :x :X :X :X
Yes just when I decide to stop stalking you, you START. And, this goes on every time. It's been three months, since I've seen you last.

I know this, that you can not make the first move and will not. A Gemini, noeffingway!

I do not really understand the rush of doing everything right now. The present matters so much for me. Or is it because in my head I do know, my feelings for something/someone wouldn't stay the same if not acted upon right then.

I used to be friends with this person. We were extremely close and then something happened, and we fell apart. Then after one year we got back in touch, but it's never the same from my side anymore and coming to think of it, I couldn't ever imagine the world without her.

She was the only one among my friends, who really and totally understood, loved and cared for me, or so I felt. But phusssssssssssssssssssssssssssh. :(

Latest obsession- Pune.

I thought of you the time entire time that I was taking the test. It was so easy, you would have loved it.

Lesson seven.
It's not really necessary to have the last word.

Little miss sunshine.
Magnolia.
The boy in the stripped pyjamas.
What's eating Gilbert grape
Conviction.
Radio.
When night is falling.
Loving Annabelle.
The village.

Not in the mood for Love.

God dammit! :@

Donnie darko.
Lost and delirious.
Frailty.
Bound.
Identity.
Boy A.
Fear and loathing in Las Vegas.
An American crime.
Hotel Rwanda.

Today morning, 6:30am. Get together at my place. Such a pleasant surprise. I could NEVER have dreamed it. We're ALL so cool, when we are together. Such a happy happy day.
Time for bed, butbut I have to track something on Bluedart FIRST!

Later!

The girl with the dragon tattoo.
The woodsman.
The girl who played with fire.
The girl who kicked the hornet's nest.
Little children.
Last days.
Rainman.
Nick and Norah's infinite playlist.
The dreamers.

Happy with the way things are moving, very slow. I'm happy, she can get her night's sleep, plus as long as her folks are around, she can get used to traveling all alone. :) And, call me up every morning pissed off, because she cannot read the language, at least she can speak it, a bit :D

But post 6th Aug, all of this is going to change, that will be the real test. I'm glad, she is doing her best, to get me where she is, even though I have no intention of shifting base, and I do not have the heart to tell her that. But, let's see where it takes us..

I must go back to bed. :)

I feel so fucked up. :( Everything is working out, but yet... there is something missing, I was so happy even before six months, now I don't even have a reason to smile. I hate everything, I need to recover from this. I need to. I want to say so much, yet I don't have the ear, I want to whisper it to. How soon it would be, before you understand. I know you know. But, then what ? What happens, next ?

Shit happens, next. As always. It will die, and I will be a Zombie all over again, numbed. NUMBED.

Never let me go.
Old school.
Before sunset.
Luck by chance.
Dorothy Mills.
The shipping news.
Secret window.
White oleander.
I am number four.

It's time to cut off from people again, a repeat of December'10 to February'11.
God, I hate this feeling. If I can't help myself, nobody can.

I need to get out of this emotional mess.

So last Saturday, we'd gone to see Hangover 2, reasons why I loved the movie was because, I was with two of my closest friends Debb and Kumar, and secondly when Hangover 1 had released, I didn't have anyone to go for the movie with, so much later, I downloaded and had watched it all alone, and didn't like it a bit.


Debb, KSC, SK and VKD, all are leaving for Bangalore, in July and August. Last day at Wipro, Kolkata is on 1st July. Since yesterday, all I did was cry and sleep, Im feeling sick in a weird way, that I can't explain, and to think next month this time, I won't see them, I want to run to the loo and throw up. I just want to sleep, so that I don't have to think about anything else anymore, just for the time being, till I get used to all this.
I know, I will move on again. This isn't the first time. Im scared, I will stop feeling the same for them, the way I feel now. Im scared of myself and my feelings for people, it stops, and this happens only when I've hurt too much.

Ne le dis a personnel.
Le casa muda.
Chalo Dilli
Luv ka the end.
Forget me not.
Keith.
The human stain.
Sawaariya.
Nothing but the truth.

Went to see off KSC to the Airport, then came back home in Volvo, all we did was talk to talk about Bangalore, etc.

Thursday to Saturday seemed like old times, sitting next to each other, muting every call, jabbering away, going for breakfast followed by a movie, dropping her home and then going over to her place next day for lunch.

Ah well, Bangalore calls. And, 1st July is the date. :@ This time, it's going to be new people, absolutely new people, people I've known for the last twenty-one months, and Debb. :P

I think I am moving..

The superb news is, she got a call from Wipro Technologies, Shell, Bangalore. :) She is ready to move, she loves the city as much as I do. I want her to go away to the city she loves, but she has "problems." Parents want her to join ASAP.

Finally tonight, after five nights.
Debb's made me realize something today afternoon, it was unspoken. It's about my life, and the things my friends' tried drilling into my head for so long. I guess realization does come, eventually. Hope it stays with me till Friday/Saturday.

One more night, hopefully. :|

OhGod, this is such a bad week and it's just the beginning, today is Monday. ROT day.
And, then there is 7th-15th June, fucking hell what was I thinking ? :| :| :|

Bad things, bad things. :(
Ah well, I gotta do what I gotta do.

Love you D.

Lake Mungo.
Paranormal activity 2.
Dum maaro dum.
High fidelity.
Before sunrise.
Exam.
Fair game.
Indecent proposal.
Along came Polly.

Yesterday was killing! :|
And, today was out of the world. :P

What I wouldn't do wasn't important at all, just my name not being on that list last last night, was KILLING. All of my closest friends' names were there, most deserving, some not.

Alvin Sebastian
Saurav Kumar
Soumya Biswas
Pratik Chopra
Debasmita Paul
Shantanu Mitra
Amritanuj De
Rajdeep Ghosh
Dev Karmakar
Sriparna Das (WTF :x), etc.

Lesson six.
It takes real courage to keep your mouth shut. Silence.

Bloody hell, I'm suddenly tripping on "Baby" by Justin Bieber, not cool at all. :@

Tonight's dinner with KSC and Debb at Bar B Q was absolutely brilliant. We chilled after AGES! Two months ? Exactly that.
Can't wait to move out. Early morning conversation at 5:30 still remains, unfinished. :)

Lesson five.
It's only the last thing you say/do, that stay with people, everything else is literally washed away from their minds.

So, it wasn't a long night after all, passed out at 1 am, then rushed to work at 6, played a lot of Cricket at work with Al, Prat, Pranjaali, Aditya and SK, drank a lot of Orange juice, watched Gods must be crazy, part 2. Met A and P after work, went to R's and then came home, chatted a bit with Debb, too.

I want Sunday, Sunday. Sooooooooooooooooooooon. :D

Tonight is a going to be a long night without you.

SK- I don't understand the deal with you guys and Bangalore.
Me- Nothing, it's just that, I really like the place. *After a long pause* Hang on, it's not what YOU think. She and I have always been crazy about that place, I worked there for a while and she had her college. :@
SK- Away from home, IS away from home. I still don't get it.
Me- Check this out *points to something on the screen* Hope THIS makes you happy.
SK- It's NOT about me, it's about YOU.
Me- Please shuru korish naa, abar.

Then, later on.
Me- Stopitstopitstopit.
D- Ki holo ?
Me- Nothing, mood off.
D- I've heard about Pune and Chennai.
Me- And, Bangalore, too ?
D- Yes, of course.
Me- GOOOOOOOOOOD. Then be careful with your affections.
D- I hate you.
Me- It's cool, noproblem. I have to go now.
D- *Walks off*
SK- Okay, what's wrong ?
Me- Nothing, asked her to be careful with her affections for me. :@

Dessert wine! :P

Yesterday morning was one of the recent best days, I've had. D and I went to the CJ block, changed my address and then auto'd it to Ultadanga, and then to Haatibagan, stopped and had Lassi/Mango shake and then walked it to her place, talked about moving to Pune, and made me promise I wouldn't even think of going to Chennai, not even for training. Spoke about going on a ride from the Airport to MG Road, Bangalore, and then she taking me out to dinner. :P

Then, in the evening.. Whiskey/Mango Rasna/Apple juice and Gin at P's, which led to everyone passing out and hating "Drew Barrymore." :|

This week, I get to see D only for three days. Out of sight, out of mind, AGAIN. :P

Ohohohohoh! Priyanka Chopra was in town yesterday. :P :P
*faintssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss*

Spiderwick cronicles.
London.
Red road.
Wild things.
In the bedroom.
The rite.
Alice in Wonderland.
Respire.
Insidious.

I miss you so much that it doesn't hurt anymore, it just aches. Because, I have stopped feeling for you, I didn't give you two reactions you would have loved to see from me, today morning. :)

It's all so personal, no ? I'm so glad, we didn't fuck it up. I didn't fuck it, I can still turn around and say, you mean so much to me, when you don't, actually.

Blacklisting numbers for calls/sms' on the phone is so much of fun. Ohgod, I love these new phones. :D

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Everything repeats itself. It's amazing that everybody thinks things are new, but it's all a repeat.

At Eleven thirty in the morning, I realized that the "ATM ate my card once again." This time while texting Debb, last time, it was while I was on the phone with her.

So, finally THAT card is gone, and I'm so lazy. I feel sick to think, how many accounts I have to link my new card with, once again. Twice in two months. Damn!

I have become irresponsible, I harassed my manager/Tl and my mother, please kill me. And, blamed a couple of friends, for playing with my card. :@

Card-less and broke for the next nine days. I need to sleep on this, too.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh, I hate HDFC atm machines. :X :X :x :X

Okay, I need to be less distracted. I was so emotional about THAT card. :(

Is it me or ... ? :@

Has no one ever noticed a resemblance between Priyanka Chopra and Angelina Jolie ? I mean, come on..

Someone, anyone ? Wtf! :X

Tum mile.
One fine day.
Jacob's ladder.
Hancock.
The invention of lying.
Guzaarish.
The number 23.
Memories of murder.
Rajneeti.

No surprise was a big surprise, after all.

I am not extra ordinary either, not that I ever thought myself, to be. "Special/unique" always had a demented ring to it, IMHO.

It's true, as I always knew, when you are with someone, you don't care about your friends at all, friends do come around after a while, (or that they are always there, but you are too blind to see them)but you don't care at all, I didn't either. (And all you can hear is them complaining, how your other half, managed to kick your friends out of your life)

I still don't. But, I know who is around and who is not. But, I don't have much time to give them. I'm really terribly busy with just one person, and I know, I'm loved back in return. I feel it. I hope my friends, understand. :)

For so many years, I have truly looked in the wrong places, in wrong people, some pretended to understand me, some were upfront. Heck, I don't even like acknowledgments anymore, four months, and this is me, today. :D

Winter of 2010- April'11. :)

Out of sight, is SO out of mind. Damn me! FML.

Five days a week and nine and a half hours or even more, if I am very lucky.

Just when I thought I'm going use my classic line. Tonight, my love, you'll have to make do with a single distraction.

DP, knew what I was thinking. :P

I've found MY Pog!

Tonight, I'm breaking the chain. Am, I happy ? Not really, but I'm glad, I can now control the things/feelings, etc whatever that I want to. I have control.

And, of course the lesson number two, must always be kept in mind.

Twenty- fourth December changed my entire life, I walked into that room with three people, then. That night changed something in me. I'm so glad, I was there.

Fifteenth February night was the end of that. But, I have control. So, I'm now happy, in a different way, of course.

On, a different note. I hope for you to come down ASAP.

Lesson four.
The truth lies in what you actually feel and not what you've known/seen/assumed in your life.

Just for $99. That's some neat shit! :)

Chilled last night with the extended family. I'm so fond of Ponch's boy (finally, she makes a good decision ?) and it's not even funny, gossiped away the entire evening/night on the terrace, he made us drinks (Vodka with Slice)lit our smokes, bought us Red bull and Biriyani and watched movie with us and then passed out. :)

And, aunty is back! :) :)
And, zom is in a relationship. This year is just SO fab!

I miss you 311 and the gang. :*

Heat rash, I hate ye! :|

Narci is back :D

Nightout at Ponch's was a good thing, met the boy she's been seeing and he IS a sweetheart, three of us went for a spin on his Enfield, reminded me of Pog so much, the hair, the structure the way he speaks in Bengali. :)
Hung out at CCD, bumped into Debdatta after what seemed like ages, went for Chinese dinner to Pen n Ink (Chinese with Carlsberg) and then he made hookah for her, we lazed around on the terrace, catching up on everything, watched a movie, while he snored and then crashed at 6:30 in the morning.

Feels like, I was there all along, or maybe one of us just went on a long long vacation. :P
Told her how much, I bitched about her to everyone, while she was gone, heh. ;)

Grrr...

Don't know what to do. :|
I know he's not good for me, KCS, Debb, Vij, etc have told me, and I also know the truth, but on the other hand, he is giving me such practical advices when it comes to her. And, for the first time in ages, I have vented out to Sand online, can't wait to see him Friday morning, and tell him everything, that's been happening.

Should I really leave him ?
I know he doesn't like the fact, that I put her on a pedestal, but I'm at my wit's end, yet again! :|

Not a good situation.

V.E.N.T

Goal- The dream begins.
Goal 2- Living the dream.
Goal 3- Taking on the world.
Iris.
Gladiator.
Once upon a time in Mumbai.
Bourne identity.
The fighter.
Bourne supremacy.
Bourne ultimatum.

KCS and VDK- I'll tell you something, your friends are not good.
Me- I know, I have heard about him. What can I do ?
KCS- Just be careful, he is not good.
Debb- Ki holo Puchush ?
Me- Same thing, how my friends are not good.
Debb- I'm not dead yet, why so much of chaap ?
Me- No chaap baby, no chaap. :)

A spin at 6:30 in the morning on Pulsar 220. :)
Whatanamazingride!

I was rude. I blew smoke into her mouth, and it's a big thing for someone who does not smoke. :|

Just call me and everything is going to be fine. I'll pretend like nothing really happened, but YOU have to make the call, not me. Never me. Not anymore. :)

Wacky!

Twenty-four Carlsberg and a bottle of Port wine. :P

Yesterday was a very good day. Met up Ponch after 4 years, ate Chicken Stronganoff, cold coffee and dessert at Creperie`, catching up is always fun, and some things do stay, we went over to her place, met her dad, Blue and Mumble and talked so much to her, aunty was missing. :( :( Went through a lot of photographs and video. :)

Rushed to work to meet the gang. I love you guys, Debb, PC and KCS. :P :P Made a sale of around $300. :)

Tomorrow's Bharat's farewell party at Soumya's. :( :P

You have turned me into a better person. :)

First you listen to your heart, then you listen to your head, and then your girl friend will tell you what to do. :|

Study, work, party and other things. :D

I'll miss 311. But, it'll stay, I know.

Kungfu Panda.
Pheobe in wonderland.
The life of David Gale.
Dabangg.
Paranormal activity.
Taken.
The ugly truth.
How to train your dragon.
Closer.

Yay! Now, I have a RED converse.

So the guy at the Levis' store after Debb's CC and DC declined because of the server problem, I wanted to try out with my card

Guy- Who's signature ? (At the back of my card)
Me- Hers
Debb- Hers
Me- Err, mine ?
Debb- Hers. :| :| :|
Guy- Okay, there's a server problem.

And today, the five of us almost got kicked out of Inox.
Fun day. Impromptu beer plan and then a movie. ;)

It's going to be an exciting day, today. :P

My mood seems to depend on the weather.

Dhur dhur dhur, I suddenly miss the past two months, I think how lovely it was and how it will never be the same, but I am glad for one thing, I can try/do anything with this situation, and the results will all differ.

The result will differ, this I like.
I really miss you, everything about you. I miss you jabbering away to glory and me just smiling silly, I miss the fact how we shared everything, and we know so much about each other, now. I hate my offs, I hate not seeing your face.

I just like the person you are, if there was anybody, who was able to change me in such a short time, it's you. The reason is you. :)
The other day you buzzed and said you had loads to tell me, but all I did was leave, but I have loads to tell you too.

Maybe someday, when I feel like it. Maybe someday when I feel you will be ready to listen like before. :)
I like you a lot. I'm glad, we didn't make any silly mistakes concering us. :P
So, totally uncomplicated.

I have to leave now.
:)

This is what it is, and what will be. :P

I'm going to really wait for the day, when you are going to turn to me and say, Soumya'r baari jaabey ? or maybe for a good cause extend korbey ?

Till then, I count.

Forbidden fruit….got a problem with that?

We went to SPE last night, where the scene was boring, walked out and went to this Karaoke bar and boy it was SO wild.

Had this Mexican hot wine and went absolutely crazy, it was SO fucking wicked.

And, then took the mike and sang, someone who can't sing to save her life or someone else's.

Well you burst on the scene
Already a legend
The unwashed phenomenon
The original vagabond
You strayed into my arms
And there you stayed
Temporarily lost at sea
The Madonna was yours for free
Yes the girl on the half-shell
Would keep you unharmed.


Life is good, so I must be in a wrong lane ?
But, I have a stiff neck now. :|

So, those two were talking about maach as usual and what they had for lunch, and I was making faces at them, and then suddenly...


Debb- What's wrong ?
Me- I don't like this topic, change please ? I only like Ilish, Parshe, Rohu, Tengra and Chingri, thassit.
Debb- Of course, of course. :| :| Bhalo maach diley, sobai'e like korbey, Putush.
Me- Hahahahahahahahahahahaha, this is a good one, very original.

Came home and told my mother this, and she also started laughing. ;)

Got bitten by Snow. :( Almost fell down in the loo.

At a certain point in your life, probably when too much of it has gone by... you will open your eyes and see yourself for who you are... especially for everything that made you so different from all the awful normals. And you will say to yourself... But I am this person. And in that statement, that correction, there will be a kind of love.

Well, if you want something really bad, you have to pray. Or do something you hate, and God will see you deserve it

FUCK, NO!

- Exactly the way, I like you.







Dear God,
I want either of the two. I want him (M) to call her up and say he loves her still, please please please. Or, let her just get bored of K (the thing we spoke about)
Your favorite child,
Me.

Lesson three.
Only when you move away, can you see a better picture.

- At KC's.

So, we took Debb out on V day for dinner to Haka's, my favorite joint. :P

And yesterday morning, I very conveniently left my debit card inside the machine and walked out, and my mom pointed out after 24 hours, that the card was not to be found in the wallet, first I blamed KC for getting drunk and playing with my card and then he said it was the wallet, he was playing with and not the card for once, and then I realized I left in the ATM machine. :|

So, I went to the ATM, the guy said it was already in Stephen house in Dalhousie, either I could go today to retrieve it, or I could wait for 7 days to get it couriered to my place, the same card.

I didn't even wait. I wanted THAT card itself, my card had Debb's signature and it needed to be with me ONLY. I went absolutely crazy today afternoon. It feels good to be cared and loved, I've always wanted it. :) Reminds me of '04.

Chalking out a plan to take up a 1 BHK rented place. No staying, only hanging out with friends and get togethers and sleepovers on week offs/ends.

Fell in Love with Soumya's and KC's place. :| Debb and I are begging them to keep us as flat mates.
Soumya's place totally reminds of Zom's in KR Puram, Bangalore. People come, stay over, cook food, laze around, watch movies, gossip, music, smoke, sleep, sit on the terrace. :P

Dinner get together at Kundu's. :)

And, of course my mother is super pissed.
Too much money spent on Cabs and food.
At this rate, I think we need to get a monthly card done from the Metro station.
Early morning metro rides.

I need sleep, now.

Today morning, Phutush finally spoke about Rejections, making the first move and other things as well, and Punku understood. :)

Get together at KC's in 2 hours. Salt lake and other surrounding areas have become my house, sheesh. :|

I've become such a Parshe lover.

Lookatthatgrin

I love my hair, more than anyone elses' now. :D

Puma. :(

:| So Debb and I were walking around at night, my wrist (watch) bumped into the steel of the white sumo and the belt came off, and I feel so low after that, is it worth repairing, not to mention the fact that I had spent only $1 for it. I don't know, pretty low, till Mainland China happens, tonight. :( :(

Or, maybe I will just buy a different watch now. Time to move on. :|

Is this for real or what ?

The people, I have met through her are the best and most amazing people, I have come across in a long long time.

SB (Her best friend)
KSC(Even though I knew him, but now it's all so different)

To you KC,
They don't make, too many of you, anymore.
Hug. :P

You will cook for us, and we will be there, soon. :)

Punku and Puchku :)

Can't wait for the next trip. :P

It just hurts to see the skin ripped off from the side of my neck. :( :'(
Physical pain, I just hate, but of course this wasn't done so I could suffer, it was very playful.

Scorpions, I tell ye. :(

More..

- Making a fool out of myself. :|

- Trippy.

- Blurry.

Plan is to go to SB's, then head to SCM. Catch a movie, pick up booze, get pissed drunk and head to the station and leave for D.

Twin's in town, unable to meet, me out of town, she busy with weddings, ah well. :)

Debb mohawk-ed my hair, today morning. ;)

A and B fall apart. B was asked by C, whether he wants to meet me or not, B refuses outright.
This is what loyalty should be, about.

Sigh, it's time that I have to learn what loyalty is all about from that low life. But, I have to and I must. :)

Some lesson, this is going to be.

On a fun note, I can't wait for Tuesday, 11:15 am.

I can not speak for anybody else, but I know you are there for me. :) :)

Hee haw. :D

The disappearance of Alice creed.
Dear John.
The Shawshank redemption.
Dil kabaddi.
Hachiko.
A tale of two sisters.
17 again.
The tourist.
No one killed Jessica.

Eleven hours off each other. :)
Seven hours spent sleeping, one hour traveling, three hours irritating the hell out of others.

Strange, we could never figure each other out.
Who would have thought ?

But, life goes on. :)
No hard feelings.

:P :P :P
Such mindless fun.

So, a lot of FB shit happened at work, and all because of PC's irresponsibility, even though I was clueless, I was dragged into it, because the other four were there. :|

I mean, what is the problem..
Live and let live. :X

Thank God, I've disabled everything, Gtalk/FB/Twitter. Now my new phone rocks, and everything can be done from there itself. But, this IS good. :)

Can't wait to beat up PC. :X :X :X :X :X :X :X :X :X

Can't wait to go to Ford Radisson, either.

Michelle,

Please, give me what I want. Please. :(

It's been a while, I've lusted after something this bad. Materialistically , that is. I can even afford this, but .. Michelle helppppppppppppppppppppp. :'(

PS- On second thoughts, I'm in love with Swiss Hotel. :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P :P

In the nights of old, I always wished in the longest year that had me down.

Since you've been gone I've been lost inside
Tried and failed as we walked by the riverside
Oh, I wish you could see the love in her eyes
The best friend that eluded you, lost in time
Burned alive in the heat of a grieving mind...

Somebody said to me today, You have Red Bull running in your blood.

No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
No, I'm not saying I'm sorry
One day maybe we'll meet again
NO NO NO NO.

So, winter is here to stay. :)

The moment he laid an eye on me he knew, I was his partner in crime. :P

And the kid in the head, finally rests in peace.

Dhur, poser. :P

So serious. :|

Addicted to three things at present.

Soccer
Sleeping (Did I just say that ?)
Checking out new places.

Either, I'm eating Caramel popcorn and watching Soccerrrrr. ;)
Or, I'm sleeping
Or, I'm out, doing this or that with someone or the other.

Winter, I love you. Please stay.

Lesson two.
Learn to say No to yourself, you must be strict with yourself at all times. Slipping is not even an option, anymore.

It will teach you and make you learn a lot about yourself and help you in the long run.

PC- Hahahahahahahahhaha.
Me- :| What ?
PC- This is so much of fun, to see you struggling with your new phone
ME- :| Just you wait. :X
PC- How long do you take to send a message to someone ?
Me- I'm getting used to the phone. Now shush.
PC- Continue with your typo, blah blah blah.. new phone.

And they continue to make fun. :(

Okay, two songs.. I've managed to totally distort..

First is 'Party people, it's Friday night..' Distortion is Shiny people, shady people, stalky people, etc. :|

Second is 'I kissed a girl, I liked it..' Distortion, I ate a chocolate I liked it, I fell down, I liked it, I went for a spin, I liked it, etc. :@ It never stops, does it ? Argh :X

I love you.
No, *nods head* When you love someone, you do everything you can, to care for them.
:| True that.

Peaceful warrior.
Micmacs.
Dirty pretty things.
Oxford murders.
Iqbal.
Daybreakers.
Devil.
What happens in Vegas.
Black swan.

Watched Aarekti premer golpo, fell in love. Rituporno in that movie/outfit/hairstyle was mindblowing, God knows why her parents didn't like the movie, I enjoyed it so much. I loved Chappal Bhadhuri as well, cute old man. :) Headed to The Sushi Oke, of course I hated the place, give me Chinese, anyday. :(

Me wannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnt Chinese.
Went back to Biscotti again to buy Chocolate tart and Chocolate chip muffin, I'm a happy kid now. :P Booooooo !!

D and I fought on the 30th night, Kundu tried to calm me down, as usual I wouldn't listen, later he told me I did say the thing which started the fight because he heard it, I said I didn't, I swore. That was followed by a quiet dinner, where I didn't say a thing, later on in the morning (31st) I was singing to myself where I forgot half the lyrics, when Pratik buzzed on IM about an impromptu plan, I was game, went down had chaa, threw around 20 bhars on each other and went crazy.


Then, at around 8:30am, he asked me whether I would really extend, I said I would, if the other one did, and we all extended, went out for Tees maar khan where we laughed silly and then for Gullivers travels, had super awesome fun, ate, drank and gossiped, and then came home and crashed, woke up in the evening, went out for pastries and tea to Flury's, stayed at home for the night to watch Devil. :)