So i found you
found the way all through..

Saturday, October 29, 2005

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.
Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

Friday, October 28, 2005

No title yet this is just a huge venting poem, because i've been so upset the past week and one month i've finally crossed from mopey to pissed, but just for a moment. Now this is not about anyone...it's about everything. So dont email me or leave comments like "youre a fucking bitch blah blah blah" because i am just venting this means nothing really...its just so i dont scream at all, right?



You promised you be there forever, but never even bothered to show up at all
thanks for the everything and nothing you always gave to me
one more shot rolled back, to burn it all away, maybe it'll make me forget
then lets do it over again, my life's a child's ride
merry go round, up and down
I wish you could be here but you dont even want me around
hear my voice, see my eyes, i would cry for you, but i dont think you want me to
If you dont want me just tell me dont tiptoe like high school gossip
oh i love you so much ill stab you in the back
We're all hypocrits, we all talk shit, and smile once they come back
I maybe lower than you, but you are not that much higher than me
to push me down and make me feel like i have to stay there
this all is not on me
And dont tell me you dont need me because fine then
watch me leave
I dont stand up for myself but so much is going on i have no choice but defend
something to get this hurt and pain all out, without carving into myself
when i feel this bad you're the one i want here
but by your silence, i wonder if i ever meant anything at all
"Sometimes you feel like it would be really great, and warm, and comfortable to sit curled up with someone, but it's not going to lead to a snog-fest or anything like that."
That's how I feel.
"Sometimes you want to be friends with someone forever, but only friends. And only forever."


... and that's how you feel.

Monday, October 24, 2005

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Tootsie Roll Pop
It only takes three licks to get to your center!
What Kind of Candy Are You?

Saturday, October 22, 2005

HASH(0x8c11d6c)
Your personality is pure good. You're like an
angel, always ready to help those who...well,
need your help. You spend a lot of time
watching over the people of whom you care,
because you love them. Cheery, bright, and open
are just a few of the words that could be used
to describe you. You are the bearer of many
friends and secrets, because people trust you.
Keep up the great work!

What Kind of Person are You? [beautiful anime pics, and lengthy details, as usual!]
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

The breath of spring melted the snow. And the cycle will continue.----figuratively speaking that is

I had a dream about someone I love...and then...there was nothing I could do...
That dream brought chills into my veins. The longing, the passion, both sweet and sad. I want to make it last forever or I want to fully let go of the fear that is behind it.

Why is it that you keep your feelings to yourself? I do not want to pry, but is it so wrong to want to know you? I mean really know you. I want to know the good and the bad.
What lies behind those brown eyes?...I desire to know them...

Thank you! You have said what I had wanted to hear for such a long time. You broke down some of the bricks that I created. I'm so greatful for your kindness and sencerity.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

It was the same lines over and over in this endless act.

It was easy to say around other people. It was easy to pretend. When you’re an actor, your lines are always the same. But what they never do is change the lines while still in the play. Even if doing so, it comes out into a much happier ending or a sorrowful conclusion. In the end the lines will remain intact and will be said over and over again. Why can’t they change it?
Because it ruins the show.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Strange pickup lines

He: You are very prettty. Do you have any Italian in you? She: no. He: Do you want some?
Can I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money.
Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
I may not be the best looking guy here, but I'm the only one talking to you.
Excuse me, do you have your phone number, I seem to have lost mine.
I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room.
I'm new in town, could I have directions to your house.
If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous.
Let's do breakfast tomorrow. Should I call you or nudge you?
If I could rewrite the alphabet, I would put U and I together.
There must be something wrong with my eyes, I can't take them off you.
Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes.
You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away.
That's a nice shirt. Can I talk you out of it?
Was your father a thief? 'Cause someone stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.
Your daddy must have been a baker, 'cause you've got a nice set of buns.
Excuse me, but I DO think it's time we met.
Shall we talk or continue flirting from a distance?
Do you sleep on your stomach? No. Can I?
Be unique and different, say yes.
Hey baby, will you be my love buffet so I can lay you on the table and take what I want?
You know, it's not premarital sex unless you plan on getting married.
I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that thing you do with your tongue.
Aw, girl, I'm gonna have to put you on my "To Do" List!
Save a horse -- ride a cowboy.
You make me so nervous and flustered, I've completely forgotten my standard pick-up line.
Excuse me I lost my teddy bear will you sleep with me tonight.
You: Can I borrow a quarter? She: why? You: so I can call my mom and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams.
He: Excuse me, want to dance? She: No. He: Maybe you didn't hear me ... I said you look really fat in those pants!
He : Hey Baby ... Wanna dance? She : No. He : Oh, C'mon! Lower you're standards a little. I did...
Are you a parking ticket? 'cause you got fine-fine-fine written all over ya.
I lost my phone number. Can I borrow yours?
Hi, my name's John. Remember it, you'll be screaming it later tonight!
My name is John, but you can call me anything at all. Just call me.
Wow! Are those real?
Girl, you must be tired 'cause you've been running through my mind all day!
If I let you suck on my tongue would you be greatfull?
Are you a surgeon? Cause you've just took my heart away!
Have I seen you before? OH yeah it was in the dictionary under the word KABLAM!!!
You're like milk, I want to make you a part of my complete breakfast.
My pickup line was published on the Internet... Would you like to hear it.
I'm not actually this tall. I'm sitting on my wallet.
The only thing your eyes haven't told me is your name.
If I were to ask you for sex, would your answer be the same as the answer to this question?
Excuse me, I just noticed you noticing me and I just wanted to give you notice that I noticed you too.
Excuse me, but I think I dropped something!!! MY JAW!!
Is your name Gillette? ...because you're the best a man can get.
I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand.
As you walk by, turn around and say: Excuse me, did you just touch my ass? No?!? Damn!
Hi, I make more money than you can spend.
Bond. James Bond
Excuse me, miss, do you give head to strangers? No. Well, then, allow me to introduce myself. I'm not wearing any pants.
True, there are a lot of fish in the sea, but you're the only one I'd like to catch and mount back at my place.
Nice Shoes. Wanna fuck?
Screw me if I am wrong, but haven't we met before?
I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag.
You remind me of my Grandma except I haven't slept with you yet.
You stole my heart. But that's okay; I have another one at home in the fridge.
Do you just wanna get naked?
Do you work for UPS? 'Cause I swear I saw you checking out my package!
Why do I have a pierced tongue? You'll soon find out.
Do you have a mirror in your pocket? (Why?) 'Cause I could see myself in your pants.
Do you know the difference between a hamburger and a blow job? No! Well in that case, D'ya wanna do lunch?
Come on baby, sex is like pizza: Even if it's bad, it's still pretty good.
Do you wanna have kids with me??? No? Then do you just wanna practice?
I wish you were a carousel at Wal-Mart so I could ride you all day long for just a quarter!!

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

Wishing you would look at me
the way you look at him,
is my only dream,
one that will never come true.
Hoping you will remember me
is my only prayer every night.
Wishing we would soon
be the only two people left
hoping you could find it in
you to want me the way
I have ALWAYS wanted you.
Wishing you were sitting here next to me
and could give me a shoulder to cry on,
as I wipe away my tears,
like you usually would.
Wishing is one thing but KNOWING
Knowing I will never have you HURTS,
more than I can bear!


Something’s never change,
Even when things get old,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.
Broken hearts and truth never told,
yearning for a kiss and someone to hold,
something’s never change.
my love for you
Wanting to be your one and only,
At the times you left me cold and lonely,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.
But today is a new day,
Nobody to blame,
Something’s never change.
my love for you.
But starting from tomorrow,
I'll spread a clean sheet over my heart,
There still exist the little things,
the lies and deceit.
I will cry no more,
Beginning my new life and opening another door,
Something’s never change,
my love for you
You are 60% Virgo


How much do you match your zodiac sign?