Think

Ever wondered what would happen if things turned out differently? Or perhaps we wouldn't be the way we are now...

To everyone and influences

Every little event that happens in any part of our lives makes us different, whether we think a little different or handle other situations differently which gives us a different idea of how to handle those situations. So every little influence has something that makes us do something different.

So think, if somehow you did something differently you would not be the same person you are today. In fact, we owe influence to society. Every little thing that society can say or do to us can influence us into thinking certain things, most of the ideas we hold are nothing but a fabrication of what society things, unless we choose to deviate away from it.

Now don't get me wrong...

There are many people who do what society tells them to, and are still good people. But they are good people who don't realize that society is controlling the way they think. Yet at the same time it's hard to tell if what we are thinking has anything to do with what society wants us to think... it's a difficult situation isn't it?

So what's on your mind at this moment? Are you going to think this over and see how much control society has over you, or are you just going to shrug this off and continue to live uncaring?

Think again.

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Philosophy of the world...

The idea that the world goes by day by day, and is brought to influences by matters unseen... here's how it works... every influence from society affects each person. Every influence, big or small, they affect us... yet... we feel we can justify ourselves based on this. I know the world is diverse, but where do we draw the line between openess and insanity? Where?

How do we as humans propose to control and make justified things that were once cruel... or how do we consider something cruel without an ultimate authority... why am I inferior in thinking simply because I think different?

And why isn't my own authority on the subject valued enough to be seen.. how can something be considered good if not everyone agrees... and how is it we cannot agree on anything as humans?

I want to die...

Every day I see these humans, mortals, people who are "equal" doing things that are utterly stupid. And then they justify it by saying it's okay, they are mature... like hell you are!

Maturity is based on growth to age not attitude. Some people are always going to be idiots, it does not mean they are mature... it means they are just idiots who think to rationalize their own demise. Denial in society is a huge problem, yet people constantly go into it..

If I am in denial, I deny it no further, I am angry at the world and want to leave it. I suffer trying to co-exist, and yet at the same time, I know what I am.... Mortal... and as a mortal I still suffer...

Rationalization...

A man is talking with his wife, he gets angry and beats his child, and the child is scarred, and the man says it's not his fault because his wife made him angry... or that he isn't at as much fault because he was angry...

That's rationalization. That's what we do everday... that's normal... that's a defense mechanism we use to defend ourselves... and, that's pathetic.

Why do people rationalize?

Now I'm sure we've all heard the concept of "it's okay" to do such and such, because of such and such... or... "There's nothing wrong with..." blah blah blah... there is something wrong, and it's by rationalization that people say there is nothing wrong.

The reason people rationalize and say things are okay... so they feel better about themselves. So they can think "as long as Mr. S over here is worse, I'm okay."

Well... Mr. S doesn't exist because Mr. S is just a little thing called self-denial. Don't deny something just because it makes yourself look bad... instead learn to change.

The lies about change...

I hear this all the freaking time, and quite frankly I'm angry. People say changing is impossible, or that they cannot change because it is not who they are. They say many things from "everyone else does it, so it has to be okay" to "I can't help it if I am this way."

I say... "you lie."

If you wish not to change... remain pitiful. I have changed over and over, many times, and I do not fear it. On many issues, I have changed when I was given a new perspective... some things however stay permanent in me.
But I myself have changed an incredibly large amount of times.

Change is hard, not impossible, remember that.

Don't short change yourself if you are afraid to try and change. Don't let your emotions harm you... don't let others tell you that you cannot change.

Change is hard.... because it is only you who can orchestrate it. The individual can't change unless the individual wants to change.

If you are weak, become strong.
If you are poor, become rich.
If you are dumb, become intelligent.

No change comes without hard work, every deed is 10% inspiration 90% perspiration.

Now this is why I hate Rationalization

And my whole point comes to this... anyone who says they cannot change only say it because they are afraid to change. Or because they feel they are good enough already through Rationalization. It is because they rationalize their own existence that they do not feel it necessary to become better...

I've had a constant struggle with rationalization, until I came to the realization there is no one to compare myself to. There are only two things to live by... morals and dreams. If I say I cannot be moral, I am rationalizing because I don't want to be moral, not because I can't be moral. If I do not chase my dreams, it's not because I don't want to chase them.... it is because I tell myself I am no good, and unable to do so.

Let no one stand in your way... let no rationalization prevent you from change. Do what must be done... not what the program says. I've said it once, and I'll say it always... don't let society make you feel inferior, and don't short change society on the great person you can be.

Money can't buy me happiness, but it sure hell can buy me some time.

The smallest of words is meant to make up for my actions

Those actions that caused such pain

I wish I could make that word more powerful

I wish it could reiterate my shame.



Through loving you I have faltered,

In many different ways

But I wish to make it up to you

As we stay together for many, many days.



This word holds a thousand promises

But the one I make is true

However, my promise of sorrow has no meaning,

Unless it is coupled by, “I love you”.



My promise I intend to keep

To you for a lifetime

My darling please believe me

And tell me that our light still shines…