The more I grow fond of people, the more they hate me.
Wow.

WOW !!
What a performance in June, work wise. I'm SO surprised at myself. Fark !! Fark !! Fucketh !!
I hope this continues, the good continues.

On a serious and a different note,

Dear God,

I need a miracle, like really. Peace and Miracle. Is that possible, or is it too much to ask for ?

-Me. (Your favorite child)

So, let's see what we've downloaded for the past week and watched,


A single man
Eclipse
Shutter island
Unthinkable
Kairo (Japanese)
Everybody's fine
Shrink
Up in the air
Two lovers

Back to square one.


All alone.

Shiverrrrrrrrrrrrrr

I've been dead since yesterday, I took three pills at last to get rid of my fever, it is not entirely gone, but will.

Twice now, in three months.

The movies that I downloaded and watched in the past week one week-
In order-


Pyaar impossible
Karthik calling Karthik
I hate luv stories
Ice age 3
Wake up Sid
A single man
Final destination 4
The time traveller's wife
Remember me.

No food, mindfucked.

Can't smoke, because it's been three months, I have quit smoking, and since the mindfuck phase is temporary, I don't want to start smoking.
One week. I just hope it gets better from here.

I watched Wake up Sid late in the night yesterday, I personally relate to this movie a lot. It's depressing, if you know what I mean.

God !!
I suggest you watch it too, and you'll know what I am talking about, when you do.

I really really miss you. :(

For the sake of my own sanity, I think people should really have the last word, and that I should leave them alone. :)

Why am I doing all this for you, when I claim to not love you anymore, at least to myself. I don't feel the same anymore, of course the connection is there, in fact it's really good, but this cannot make us last, there are more important things, and I don't think you get me.

Sometime back, I was ready to give up the world for you, I still am, but now it feels like a task. You come off too easy, I hate easy. I don't like you much right now, I do not. We need to stop this, I need to stop. I. I. I. I. I.

Tonight, I am re watching ESOTSM, takes me back in time.
So many things changed.

On a different note
I still miss you. It stays. :(

Yes, so I did plan to go with the laptop posted in the earlier post, I ran around all over south Calcutta to get the blue colored laptop, unfortunately all over the place they just had pink.

So, I had to settle for the best. :P



And I love my internet speed, seven hours and two movies. :)





I miss you. :'(

Today, it's all mine.

1. What curse word do you use the most?
I don't cuss. Fark ?

2. Do you own an iPod?
No.

3. What person do you talk to on the phone the most?
Mother, it's always been her.

4. Do you still remember the first person you kissed?
Yes.

5. Do you remember where you were on 9/11/2001?
Talking on the phone, someone informing me about the incident.

6. What was the last movie you watched?
Flashback of a fool ?


7. What is your all time favorite comedy movie?
Nothing comes to mind.

8. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
No.

9. Has anyone told you a secret this week?
Yes.

10. What did you call your grandparents?
Didaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. :D :D

11. What are you looking forward to?
Nothing, really.

12. What music are you listening to right now?
The Noose- APC.

13. What will you be doing in one hour?
Going out to buy the Laptop. ;)

14. Is anyone in love with you?
Nope.

15. Last time you cried?
Last afternoon. Yes, I cry too easily. :|

16. Are you on a desktop computer or a laptop?
Desktop, at the moment.

17. What is on your bedside table?
Retractor, keys, my debit card, a bottle of water, my wallet and my dog. :\


20. When was the last time you slept on the floor?
Last week, I guess

21. How many hours of sleep do you need to function?
4.

22. Do you eat breakfast daily?
No.

23. If you could go to any place right now, where would you go?
Nowhere, I'm very happy here. Content, totally.

24. What's a subject you wish you knew more about?
Every other thing.

25. What was the last restaurant you went to?
Peter cat.

26. Do you believe in Karma?
Yes.

27. How many pillows do you sleep with?
Two.

28. How many pairs of jeans do you own?
6 ?

29. Do you snore? Steal the covers? Roll around in your sleep?
Yes, no, yes.

30. What perfume are you currently wearing?
Glacier.

31. What brand of shampoo and conditioner do you use?
Head and shoulders, always. I do not use any conditioner.

32. When was the last time you recieved mail other than junk mail and bills?
All the time. :|

33. How many different beverages have you had today?
I had Bull at work today, and I went mad. ;)

34. How many cities have you lived in?
2.

I'm totally in love with Joachim Loew.

Shit, I can not get him out my mind.

What an achievement !! :P

So glad to see you well, overcome them
Completely silent now
With heaven's help
You've cast your demons out
And not to pull your halo down
Around your neck and tug you off your cloud
But I'm more than just a little curious
How you're plannin' to go about makin' your amends
To the dead
To the dead

The Germans couldn't make it, whatever happened to the predictions all over the world, I came to know about it last night, yes I'm heartbroken, and that's an understatement. I have fever and once again, I've lost my voice.

Goodnight.
More later. :( :(

I know you're rooting for Spain, I just know.

I want the Germans to join the Dutch.

Please make it happen. :( :'( Please.

- - Moon over mountain, Zippo.

- Puma watch. :P

- Night is the new day, CD. (Brand master piece)


Yes, Ebay indeed is the solution to every other thing.
My three purchases in one month. :D

Go Germaneh !! ;)

So now the two of us rely on each other
With our premonitions out in the gutter
Who would have thought that I’d make it this far

I’ll make it seem like I’m stronger but I’m quite the actor
And now I’m so caught up and I can’t escape this pattern
But when I started losing hope, there you were, there you bloomed.