Why am I doing all this for you, when I claim to not love you anymore, at least to myself. I don't feel the same anymore, of course the connection is there, in fact it's really good, but this cannot make us last, there are more important things, and I don't think you get me.

Sometime back, I was ready to give up the world for you, I still am, but now it feels like a task. You come off too easy, I hate easy. I don't like you much right now, I do not. We need to stop this, I need to stop. I. I. I. I. I.

Tonight, I am re watching ESOTSM, takes me back in time.
So many things changed.

On a different note
I still miss you. It stays. :(