I feel so fucked up. :( Everything is working out, but yet... there is something missing, I was so happy even before six months, now I don't even have a reason to smile. I hate everything, I need to recover from this. I need to. I want to say so much, yet I don't have the ear, I want to whisper it to. How soon it would be, before you understand. I know you know. But, then what ? What happens, next ?

Shit happens, next. As always. It will die, and I will be a Zombie all over again, numbed. NUMBED.