I feel very weird, these days. I'm so cranky, I do not understand jokes anymore, I do not like people bad mouthing me, even though I know it's all fun. Actually I don't like them typing it, bad mouthing me in front of me, is fine. I think. ;)

I think I am pmsing. Lol

I don't know for what ultimate JOY, am I in Calcutta for. I miss my best friend terribly. I haven't seen her for almost a month, (and I think that is what is getting to me)if people tell me something about her, I'm like dude, fuck off, I already know this and then they are like, relax will you? If I remember well this hasn't ever happened in two years, not seeing her. I do not feel like going out and socialising. I think I'll go here and I'll go there, but when people start to make plans (which of course is very rare) I do not want to leave the house anymore.

I love lazing around in my house, even though I drive my mother absolutely crazy and crazy doesn't even begin to ..

All in all, I just don't understand myself anymore. :( :(