So i found you
found the way all through..

Monday, January 09, 2006

Your Inner Muse is Thalia
You are most like this playful muse of comedy.Life is all about laughter to you, and you're a natural comic.You make people laugh until their sides split.And you're always up for some play time!
What Muse Are You?

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

No good deed goes unpunished
I learned that truth from you
After all we were put through
Drawn so close
Taken for granted
Torn to shreads so easily
Never given a chance to cherish what a wonderful thing we had
Never so much as a chance to know we had anything at all
It's funny how you miss things when they're gone
It's funny how you tend to help the people you miss
The people you'll never admit you still care about
It's funny when they don't even notice
It's funny when you realize it's really gone

Friday, December 09, 2005

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Power Rangers Movie!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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cool cat
You are one cool cat. You let the good times roll
but also like to have fun but of course
slipping in that occasional cat nap.

What type of cat are you?
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Monday, December 05, 2005

How am I suppose to feel
about the emotion appeal
of something I have no feeling for.

All it takes is one step
the closer you are
the harder you fall.
Isn't reaching for you goal
a better feeling than not trying at all?

Constantly being mislabeled.
Criticized by the hypocrites.
Take a look in the mirror.
You are exactly like me
whether you want us to be.
I'm just like you
doesn't really matter
what you try to do.
Just like me
you are constantly mislabeled
and criticize by the hypocrites.
The only difference is
I stand tall to what I believe
that's the only difference between you and I.
Conforming is the only thing you see
as a worthy possibility.

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

You scored as Outgoing. You outgoing and you have a very friendly personality.

Outgoing

56%

Nice

50%

Dramatic

44%

Shy

44%

Immature

25%

Fun

25%

mean

25%

what kind of person are you? (shy,outgoing,fun,mean,immature,dramatic or nice?)
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Tuesday, November 15, 2005

Do I really want to know?
What this world has to offer.
Living in this cartoon show.
Laughing at others who suffer.
I close my eyes so I cannot see.
Happiness is far from free.
People living on selfish pride.
Their sins, they better hide.
Teacher's teaching. Sleeping with students?
The story is not congruent.
Father's love. Selling their own flesh?
How they’ll pay in their death.
Fed up with such suffering.
Ideas build, mind cluttering.
I’ve become too outspoken.
My road I have chosen.
A book on conspiracies.
Hidden by government beauracacy.(sp)?
It’s endless hope.
Being me is hard to cope.
They try to pay me off.
Hoping I’d cooperate.
Spread my disease as I cough.
This they cannot moderate.
They’ll see I was right.
Their day turning night.
Watch society as it falls.
Lead us into the hall.
Too materialistic? Too realistic?
Smile to my unknown.
My motives never shown.
But what do I know.
Isn’t this all just a put on show.

Saturday, November 12, 2005

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just to busy with yourself
You were never there for me
To express how I felt
I just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface I am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

So where were you?
When all this I was going through
You never took the time
To ask me just what you could do

Tuesday, November 08, 2005

We just had to ask
Maybe some one out of heaven
Would hear us down here

We couldn't bear to stand
How the people leave us waiting
For something up there

Oh, why did you leave?
and Why won't you come?
And save us again?

Come back to us spiders
Come uncrushed my hands
Let me sent beauty rain
And bring us love again, like you can

We just didn't know
Some one there outside of heaven
Heard us down here

We couldn't stand it here
Other people leave us longing
For something up there

Oh, why did you leave?
and Why won't you come?
And save us again?

Come back to us spiders
Come uncross my hands
Let me sent beauty rain
And bring us love again, like you can


So much time, we need to ask everything
How did it go, you need it I got it

Come back to us spiders
Come uncross my hands
Let me sent beauty rain
And bring us love again, like you can


I absoulutely love this song.
Moby-"Spiders"

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

Breathing :)

I'm finding my way back to sanity again
Though I don't really know what
I'm going to do when I get there
Take a breath and hold on tight
Spin around one more time
And gracefully fall back to the arms of Grace

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I'm looking past the shadows
Of my mind into the truth and
I'm trying to identify
The voices in my head
God which one's you?
Let me feel one more time
What it feels like to feel
And break these calluses off me
One more time

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside your door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I don't want a thing from you
Bet you're tired of me waiting
For the straps to fall
Off your table to the ground
I just want to be here now

'Cause I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

I am hanging on every word you say
And even if you don't want to speak tonight
That's alright, alright with me
'Cause I want nothing more than to sit
Outside heaven's door and listen to you breathing
Is where I want to be

Saturday, October 29, 2005

You Should Learn Spanish

For you, learning a language is about career advancement and communication.
Knowing Spanish will bring you tons of possiblities for jobs and travel. Bárbaro!

Friday, October 28, 2005

No title yet this is just a huge venting poem, because i've been so upset the past week and one month i've finally crossed from mopey to pissed, but just for a moment. Now this is not about anyone...it's about everything. So dont email me or leave comments like "youre a fucking bitch blah blah blah" because i am just venting this means nothing really...its just so i dont scream at all, right?



You promised you be there forever, but never even bothered to show up at all
thanks for the everything and nothing you always gave to me
one more shot rolled back, to burn it all away, maybe it'll make me forget
then lets do it over again, my life's a child's ride
merry go round, up and down
I wish you could be here but you dont even want me around
hear my voice, see my eyes, i would cry for you, but i dont think you want me to
If you dont want me just tell me dont tiptoe like high school gossip
oh i love you so much ill stab you in the back
We're all hypocrits, we all talk shit, and smile once they come back
I maybe lower than you, but you are not that much higher than me
to push me down and make me feel like i have to stay there
this all is not on me
And dont tell me you dont need me because fine then
watch me leave
I dont stand up for myself but so much is going on i have no choice but defend
something to get this hurt and pain all out, without carving into myself
when i feel this bad you're the one i want here
but by your silence, i wonder if i ever meant anything at all
"Sometimes you feel like it would be really great, and warm, and comfortable to sit curled up with someone, but it's not going to lead to a snog-fest or anything like that."
That's how I feel.
"Sometimes you want to be friends with someone forever, but only friends. And only forever."


... and that's how you feel.

Monday, October 24, 2005

You Are 70% Boyish and 30% Girlish
You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.
How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
Tootsie Roll Pop
It only takes three licks to get to your center!
What Kind of Candy Are You?

Saturday, October 22, 2005

HASH(0x8c11d6c)
Your personality is pure good. You're like an
angel, always ready to help those who...well,
need your help. You spend a lot of time
watching over the people of whom you care,
because you love them. Cheery, bright, and open
are just a few of the words that could be used
to describe you. You are the bearer of many
friends and secrets, because people trust you.
Keep up the great work!

What Kind of Person are You? [beautiful anime pics, and lengthy details, as usual!]
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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

The breath of spring melted the snow. And the cycle will continue.----figuratively speaking that is

I had a dream about someone I love...and then...there was nothing I could do...
That dream brought chills into my veins. The longing, the passion, both sweet and sad. I want to make it last forever or I want to fully let go of the fear that is behind it.

Why is it that you keep your feelings to yourself? I do not want to pry, but is it so wrong to want to know you? I mean really know you. I want to know the good and the bad.
What lies behind those brown eyes?...I desire to know them...

Thank you! You have said what I had wanted to hear for such a long time. You broke down some of the bricks that I created. I'm so greatful for your kindness and sencerity.

Sunday, October 16, 2005

It was the same lines over and over in this endless act.

It was easy to say around other people. It was easy to pretend. When you’re an actor, your lines are always the same. But what they never do is change the lines while still in the play. Even if doing so, it comes out into a much happier ending or a sorrowful conclusion. In the end the lines will remain intact and will be said over and over again. Why can’t they change it?
Because it ruins the show.

Friday, October 07, 2005

Strange pickup lines

He: You are very prettty. Do you have any Italian in you? She: no. He: Do you want some?
Can I buy you a drink, or do you just want the money.
Do you believe in love at first sight, or should I walk by again?
I may not be the best looking guy here, but I'm the only one talking to you.
Excuse me, do you have your phone number, I seem to have lost mine.
I can't find my puppy, can you help me find him? I think he went into this cheap motel room.
I'm new in town, could I have directions to your house.
If you were a new hamburger at McDonald's, you would be McGorgeous.
Let's do breakfast tomorrow. Should I call you or nudge you?
If I could rewrite the alphabet, I would put U and I together.
There must be something wrong with my eyes, I can't take them off you.
Do you have a map? I just keep on getting lost in your eyes.
You might not be the best looking girl here, but beauty is only a light switch away.
That's a nice shirt. Can I talk you out of it?
Was your father a thief? 'Cause someone stole the stars from the sky and put them in your eyes.
Your daddy must have been a baker, 'cause you've got a nice set of buns.
Excuse me, but I DO think it's time we met.
Shall we talk or continue flirting from a distance?
Do you sleep on your stomach? No. Can I?
Be unique and different, say yes.
Hey baby, will you be my love buffet so I can lay you on the table and take what I want?
You know, it's not premarital sex unless you plan on getting married.
I'd walk a million miles for one of your smiles, and even farther for that thing you do with your tongue.
Aw, girl, I'm gonna have to put you on my "To Do" List!
Save a horse -- ride a cowboy.
You make me so nervous and flustered, I've completely forgotten my standard pick-up line.
Excuse me I lost my teddy bear will you sleep with me tonight.
You: Can I borrow a quarter? She: why? You: so I can call my mom and tell her I just met the girl of my dreams.
He: Excuse me, want to dance? She: No. He: Maybe you didn't hear me ... I said you look really fat in those pants!
He : Hey Baby ... Wanna dance? She : No. He : Oh, C'mon! Lower you're standards a little. I did...
Are you a parking ticket? 'cause you got fine-fine-fine written all over ya.
I lost my phone number. Can I borrow yours?
Hi, my name's John. Remember it, you'll be screaming it later tonight!
My name is John, but you can call me anything at all. Just call me.
Wow! Are those real?
Girl, you must be tired 'cause you've been running through my mind all day!
If I let you suck on my tongue would you be greatfull?
Are you a surgeon? Cause you've just took my heart away!
Have I seen you before? OH yeah it was in the dictionary under the word KABLAM!!!
You're like milk, I want to make you a part of my complete breakfast.
My pickup line was published on the Internet... Would you like to hear it.
I'm not actually this tall. I'm sitting on my wallet.
The only thing your eyes haven't told me is your name.
If I were to ask you for sex, would your answer be the same as the answer to this question?
Excuse me, I just noticed you noticing me and I just wanted to give you notice that I noticed you too.
Excuse me, but I think I dropped something!!! MY JAW!!
Is your name Gillette? ...because you're the best a man can get.
I want to melt in your mouth, not in your hand.
As you walk by, turn around and say: Excuse me, did you just touch my ass? No?!? Damn!
Hi, I make more money than you can spend.
Bond. James Bond
Excuse me, miss, do you give head to strangers? No. Well, then, allow me to introduce myself. I'm not wearing any pants.
True, there are a lot of fish in the sea, but you're the only one I'd like to catch and mount back at my place.
Nice Shoes. Wanna fuck?
Screw me if I am wrong, but haven't we met before?
I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag.
You remind me of my Grandma except I haven't slept with you yet.
You stole my heart. But that's okay; I have another one at home in the fridge.
Do you just wanna get naked?
Do you work for UPS? 'Cause I swear I saw you checking out my package!
Why do I have a pierced tongue? You'll soon find out.
Do you have a mirror in your pocket? (Why?) 'Cause I could see myself in your pants.
Do you know the difference between a hamburger and a blow job? No! Well in that case, D'ya wanna do lunch?
Come on baby, sex is like pizza: Even if it's bad, it's still pretty good.
Do you wanna have kids with me??? No? Then do you just wanna practice?
I wish you were a carousel at Wal-Mart so I could ride you all day long for just a quarter!!