Anything gray IS black.

Sometimes, when one person is missing, the whole world seems depopulated.

I'm too naive for the games you play.

Life spiralled. Damn Fibonacci.

I'll never be as good as you- at anything.
Even if that's true, you could be a little more generous about how you rub that in. :\

You claim to be my long absent friend
You are the cancer that just moved in
You come with the dark night of the soul
But I am turning my back on you
You know I do.

Gotta cut away, clear away
Snip away and sever this
Umbilical residue,
Keeping me from killing you

The little ball of wool said to me, who knows about people days

Every thing's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is so messed up
Preoccupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl

You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what your doing?
Imagine where you are?
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far

If we can't make memories, we can't heal.

Memory can change the shape of a room; it can change the color of a car. And memories can be distorted. They're just an interpretation, they're not a record, and they're irrelevant if you have the facts.

I have to believe in a world outside my own mind. I have to believe that my actions still have meaning, even if I can't remember them. I have to believe that when my eyes are closed, the world's still there. Do I believe the world's still there? Is it still out there?... Yeah. We all need mirrors to remind ourselves who we are. I'm no different.

So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention, do you?
I know you don't listen to me,
'Cause you say you see straight through me,
Don't you?

But on and on,
From the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you can

Oh, did you want me to change?
Well I'll change for good,
And I want you to know, that you'll always get your way
I wanted to say...

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver
I'll sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you

So you know how much I need you,
But you never even see me do you?
And is this my final chance of getting you?

But on and on,
From the moment I wake,
To the moment I sleep,
I'll be there by your side,
Just you try and stop me,
I'll be waiting in line,
Just to see if you can, if you can.

Oh, did you want me to change?
Well I'll change for good,
And I want you to know that you'll always get your way,
I wanted to say…

Don't you shiver
Don't you shiver,
I'll sing it loud and clear
I'll always be waiting for you.
Yeah, I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah, I'll always be waiting for you
Yeah, I'll always be waiting for you
For you, I will always be waiting...

And it's you I see,
But you don't see me.
And its you, I hear,
So loud and so clear
I sing it loud and clear
And I'll always be waiting for you.

So I look in your direction,
But you pay me no attention,
And you know how much I need you
But you never even see me.

Shiver, Coldplay.

I have a mind for simple things, but things are not of mind to simplify
There's always some loophole technicality you buy into and pay until you die
Money doesn't bring me joy, it's more like a darling dead weight
And I seem to have lost my appetite, it's underrated how we overrate.

Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I… that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need… I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me – when – I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me…

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone...

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own - Sometimes you cannot make it on your own, U2.

..and now that she’s gone

There’s no one else to blame

And the space she left behind her

Bleeds like an open vein.. - Can you hear me ? U2.

Lie.

Ohgod !! I have tanned SO much, shit. My face and my arms. Damn !! :( :(

I still don't get sleep after running around so much. I'll miss the CG Block. :(

8am- Jump out of the bed
8:45am- Rush out of the house
9am- Take a bus to Sector V
10am- Enter work
6pm- Take a bus to Gariahat, visit mom
7:30pm- Walk the whole stretch from Dover rd to my house
8pm- Scream at my maid
9pm-1am- SPACING OUT.
2/3am- In bed.

All I'm saying is don't give up, when you're getting so close. All I'm
saying is don't give up, it's the right way you chose.

Today has been a totally 'No' day.

I don't know why and I'll never know.

This day will die tonight and there ain't no exception
We shouldn't wait for nothing to wait for
Love me in this fable, babe, my heart is in your hand
Our time is waiting right outside your door
And maybe tomorrow is a better day

This shit doesn't seem alright.

Every day I walk those streets and think, it's going to be different, it's going to change. But everyday I come out of that place, more fucked up, and it's still the same.

I had forgotten my priority for at least five years straight, and I realized this on Wednesday night, when I went there. Same old place.

What was I so busy with anyway, people ?

Most go away with time, some change, the ones that remain get fucked and fuck others up in the process.

It's hard to find
Hard to find
Hard to find the strength now but I try
And I don't want to
Don't want to
Don't want to go on and speak now
Of what's gone by
Cos no matter what I say
No matter what I do
I cant change what happened
No matter what I say
No matter what I do
I cant change what happened

You just slipped through my fingers
And I feel so ashamed
You just slipped through my fingers
And I have paid