Spiderwick cronicles.
London.
Red road.
Wild things.
In the bedroom.
The rite.
Alice in Wonderland.
Respire.
Insidious.

I miss you so much that it doesn't hurt anymore, it just aches. Because, I have stopped feeling for you, I didn't give you two reactions you would have loved to see from me, today morning. :)

It's all so personal, no ? I'm so glad, we didn't fuck it up. I didn't fuck it, I can still turn around and say, you mean so much to me, when you don't, actually.

Blacklisting numbers for calls/sms' on the phone is so much of fun. Ohgod, I love these new phones. :D

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Everything repeats itself. It's amazing that everybody thinks things are new, but it's all a repeat.

At Eleven thirty in the morning, I realized that the "ATM ate my card once again." This time while texting Debb, last time, it was while I was on the phone with her.

So, finally THAT card is gone, and I'm so lazy. I feel sick to think, how many accounts I have to link my new card with, once again. Twice in two months. Damn!

I have become irresponsible, I harassed my manager/Tl and my mother, please kill me. And, blamed a couple of friends, for playing with my card. :@

Card-less and broke for the next nine days. I need to sleep on this, too.
Arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh, I hate HDFC atm machines. :X :X :x :X

Okay, I need to be less distracted. I was so emotional about THAT card. :(

Is it me or ... ? :@

Has no one ever noticed a resemblance between Priyanka Chopra and Angelina Jolie ? I mean, come on..

Someone, anyone ? Wtf! :X

Tum mile.
One fine day.
Jacob's ladder.
Hancock.
The invention of lying.
Guzaarish.
The number 23.
Memories of murder.
Rajneeti.

No surprise was a big surprise, after all.

I am not extra ordinary either, not that I ever thought myself, to be. "Special/unique" always had a demented ring to it, IMHO.

It's true, as I always knew, when you are with someone, you don't care about your friends at all, friends do come around after a while, (or that they are always there, but you are too blind to see them)but you don't care at all, I didn't either. (And all you can hear is them complaining, how your other half, managed to kick your friends out of your life)

I still don't. But, I know who is around and who is not. But, I don't have much time to give them. I'm really terribly busy with just one person, and I know, I'm loved back in return. I feel it. I hope my friends, understand. :)

For so many years, I have truly looked in the wrong places, in wrong people, some pretended to understand me, some were upfront. Heck, I don't even like acknowledgments anymore, four months, and this is me, today. :D

Winter of 2010- April'11. :)

Out of sight, is SO out of mind. Damn me! FML.

Five days a week and nine and a half hours or even more, if I am very lucky.

Just when I thought I'm going use my classic line. Tonight, my love, you'll have to make do with a single distraction.

DP, knew what I was thinking. :P

I've found MY Pog!

Tonight, I'm breaking the chain. Am, I happy ? Not really, but I'm glad, I can now control the things/feelings, etc whatever that I want to. I have control.

And, of course the lesson number two, must always be kept in mind.

Twenty- fourth December changed my entire life, I walked into that room with three people, then. That night changed something in me. I'm so glad, I was there.

Fifteenth February night was the end of that. But, I have control. So, I'm now happy, in a different way, of course.

On, a different note. I hope for you to come down ASAP.

Lesson four.
The truth lies in what you actually feel and not what you've known/seen/assumed in your life.

Just for $99. That's some neat shit! :)

Chilled last night with the extended family. I'm so fond of Ponch's boy (finally, she makes a good decision ?) and it's not even funny, gossiped away the entire evening/night on the terrace, he made us drinks (Vodka with Slice)lit our smokes, bought us Red bull and Biriyani and watched movie with us and then passed out. :)

And, aunty is back! :) :)
And, zom is in a relationship. This year is just SO fab!

I miss you 311 and the gang. :*