Just when you learn to take the reality in your stride and accept it for what it is, everything around you, everything others' say about you, seems like a pinch of salt.

Accept and move on, it is the wisest thing, I have realised.

It's weird how people can speak about their problems, so easily.

How ?

Hell breaking loose.

Whatamitodonow ?

I want THAT scar, it's almost gone.

After puking and passing out on H (red) he wakes up after eight hours.

My sib, for all those times, I wish I didn't care, we didn't fight and stop talking. I love the chengramo we get into all the time, and then laugh our heart out.

We'll go drinking, when we you here the next month.

And then you'll buy me white. :P

Sib sib. :D

You create you break.
It's all in one's doing.

You are responsible for YOU.

We've all forgotten, what we had set out to do. All of us. Need to get back and face myself, again.

I'm extremely pissed off right now. I know all this, in the bigger picture, doesn't matter. Everything is irrelevant, I don't know what's wrong with me. Haven't slept a wink, while Shion snores. He's been sleeping for four hours straight.

I don't know what to do. Why do I even bother? I'm always let down. This is such a bad thing. :(


..and I wish you were there. I need to, want to CRY.

One of these days, I'll come home with nothing to lose.

One of these days.

Hurts. Ouch. :(